What have you done today?

I have accomplished much on paper but to me I have not accomplished enough. I lack a challenge and am looking forward to how I will respond. I don't even remember how I grew into the person that I am, he who is expected to be good at everything in which I involve myself. I wish I could say it was tough, but I don't remember working for it. People led me along for too long, it was too my detriment. Now I'm scared, nervous that I will never live up to the person I am trying to impress aside from God, me.