Today

I'm weeping deep down in my soul. I don't want to do anything without you but you don't feel the same way. I wake up in the morning wondering how you are doing but you never even call. When I initiate contact you get upset and ask why am I calling you so much. You must not know what love like this feels like. I just want to be next to you. I just want you to feel the same way about me, but I guess its too late.

I'm debating whether I should seek closure in its face and go after you in person or am I going to enter into the most hostile situation of my life? I am terrified at what I might see.